Friday, May 23, 2008

Tears...

Yes i am in tears.I cried so much i have a really bad headache!I got a call from my mom yesterday that my dad wasn't feeling okay and he had a really bad pain in his chest.He was coming over and lay in bed.My mom told him to go to the docter first.He would call her when he knew more.So after a while,my mom calls me to tell me that my dad wen't to the docter and he had to go to the hospital to make a little hart video.Well i was already feeling kinda stressed out by then.My mom told me she would call me when she knew more...So after a while my mom calls me to ask where i was.I was near home,so she told me she would talk to me when i got home.That was the moment i knew there was something wrong.When i came home i saw my mother in tears and she told me my dad had a stroke.I was (and still am) in shock!All i could say was NO NO NO.Atleast that's what i remember.Ofcourse i started crying...Not too long because i was scaring the shit out of Julian LOL We wen't to visit him yesterday and he was lying there with a monitor and lot's of cords.He was looking good for someone who just had a stroke!He has to stay in the hospital for a minimum of 4 day's and he can't work for 4-6 weeks.There are still a lot of risks.But he is tough one,so i have faith in him.I am really scared though.I wouldn't know what to do without him,since we are really close.So dad,i KNOW you are going to read this later.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Because of this happening i didn't have time to scrapbook or anything,but i'll be back when i have some more time.At the moment my head is just not feeling like it.

Here is my layout for the last ScrapMojo challenge.Come over and join us!Such a fab challenge again!
xoxo Fauve

40 comments:

~Nancy~ said...

OH girlie.. I'm so sorry to hear this..and I can totally imagine that you're in some kind of schock because of this!! I can totally understand as I had almost the same experience with my dad about 5 years ago.. somehow problems with the heart make you so scary huh! I really hope he'll recover soon and that he'll be able to go home! Sending you big hugs XOXOXOXOXO

Mexx said...

he girl, what a terrible news i hope that everything is going to be alright with your family, i know how you ŕe feeling your life is in schock that moment, i am glad your dad is going to be better, i have the same experience with my dad 8 years ago only my dad died so i wish you all the love of the world and with my toughts i am with you love you..

Anonymous said...

oh nee meis, wat een verschrikkelijk nieuws. Ik hoop dat hij zich gauw beter voelt en naar huis mag. Ik denk aan je hoor, dikke kus van corinnexxx

Ingrid said...

I am so sorry to hear this. I truly hope that your dad will recover soon. Wishing you lots of strength.

Miranda said...

Hope your dad will be oké! Thinking of you!!!!

Anita said...

so sorry to hear about your father, i hope he makes a full recovery. there is so much they an do for stoke victims these days. my mother in law had one several years ago and now lives a very active normal life...so it can happen. THINK POSITIVE!!!!
sending good vibes your way
anita
x

Sharmaine said...

Oh babe, HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thinking of you all :)

Eeffie said...

Oh Fauve! I'm so sorry to hear this terrible news about your dad!!! Hope he'll be better soon! Hang in there...

Angelina said...

Dear Fauve, I'm sorry you got this terrible news. I hope he is doing much better soon! I wish you all the strenght, wisdom and love in the world. Hold on!

Nat said...

Oh Sweets, I'm so sorry to hear this - I totally know how this feels - unfortunatley my dad died of his stroke. I'm so glad your father is doing better and I'm keeping him and your family in my mind! Huge hugs!!!

Monique said...

o meid, da's schrikken! ik denk aan je/jullie en hoop zo van harte dat het achteraf gezien allemaal meevalt en hij snel weer hersteld is!

M@rtine said...

OMG girl!!! I feel with you big time! Hang in there and a real big HUG!
XXX Martine

Je@net said...

Jeetje zeg, da's ff schrikken! Hoop dat het gauw iets beter gaat!
Sterkte hoor!

Mireille said...

hon.. I am sooo sorry! Big hugs to you!!!!
feels a lil inappropriate to say so.. but I dó love your layout!

irene said...

O wat een ontzettend naar bericht Fauve. Heel veel sterkte en ik hoop dat je vader snel weer opknapt. Groetjes Irene

rev said...

OMG Fauve! what a story. i hope your dad is doing better SOON and like you said, he's a tough one, so he'll be fine. sending hugs and good vibes your way!!

Donna. said...

Lots of prayers for a fast recovery for your dad. Hugs for you and your family.

Michelle said...

I'm so sorry about the ordeal that your family is going through. I'm so glad that he didn't die! My friend's father had a stroke & died before she even knew that he was having a problem. My thoughts are with you. Beautiful lo too!

Jodie said...

aw im so sorry to hear about your dad, i am sending positive vibes your way and hope that he is better soon.
take care ok!!
xx

Danielle Muit said...

Wat een verschrikkelijk nieuws!!! Jij en je familie zijn in mijn gedachten en ik hoop dat alles goed komt!
Liefs uit Alphen aan den Rijn, Danielle

Astrid said...

Wat een vreselijk nieuws, sterkte, ik hoop dat het snel weer beter met hem gaat!
Astrid

Miranda said...

Oh meid toch... Wat erg zeg!
Heel veel sterkte ook van mij en rustig aan hoor! Heel veel beterschap aan je vader!!!

Kristina said...

I'm so sorry to hear about what's happend to your dad. I hope he will be okay.

D@nielle said...

sweetie i can only imagine your sadness. I will be crossing my fingers that he recovers very soon ! Hang in there !

Jackie said...

ow Girl...
Wat vreselijk...
fijn dat het alweer iets beter gaat...

Ladybastard said...

hey sweetie!
I'm so sorry for your father but fortunately he went to the hospital and this is great 'cause the doctors realized what was happening and now he's ok!
also my best friend's dad had the same and he went to the hospital!
many years ago!
now he's fine! he just had to change some foods...no meat, and no shitty foods!
I'm sure your father will be great soon ;)
kisses

Roberta

jerseytjej said...

Hope that Dad is doing well! Lots of hugs to him and you! My mom is a survivor of several strokes, so don't be disheartened! Off to read the archives and steal some ideas, LOL!

Lady Guinevere said...

Girl, I hope your daddy will be alright again, soon! There's nothing harder than watching the people you love dearly being so helpless and sad. I lost my mom 2 years ago to cancer and seeing my dad cope with all the bad news and dealing with everything broke and is still breaking my heart...:(

Trust in his strenght, thinking positive can literally save someone's life!!!

Rianne*Z said...

Hey meid! Jeetje ik schrik van je verhaal!!! Ik hoop dat het al wat beter gaat met je vader! Heel erg veel sterkte toegewenst voor jou, je vader en de rest van de familie!!! Dikke knuffels!

inara said...

I'm sorry to hear about your dad. I will say a prayer for him. Cute layout too.

Chantal said...

Damn wat a horrible news.
Big hug to you

Antoinette said...

OMG sweetie, what a terrible thing!
I just stopped by to compliment you on you CMF article and I read this.... aweful!
How is your dad doing right now? I can imagine it scared the .. out of you. Same thing happened to me almost nine years ago and I fainted in the hospital when I saw all the wires and monitoring and realized it was real...
You're in my toughts....
XOXO

Charin said...

I'm so sorry for you and your Dad! I hope he gets better very, very soon!
Update us when you can, ok?
Hugs
Charin

Asa said...
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Asa said...

Really sorry for your dad, I feel for you, had the same experince with my dad a couple of years ago, they scare the sh*t out of us, huh? :) Glad to hear he's out of immediate danger and you'll see he'll get through this!

Hope you're feeling a bit less scared and lots of hugs to you!!!

M@risk@ said...

Fauve, I'm so sorry for you to read this. In the meantime I hope that things are going a bit better.
Thinking of you and take care.

micayla said...

Oh sweetie, I am so sorry to hear your bad news. It must of been such a shock. I wish you and the family lots of love at this time and I will keep you in my prayers. Everything will be okay.
Love to ya xx

Siany said...

IM so sorry to hear about your dad! I really hope he has a great recovery and gets well soon.
xx

Birgit said...

Oh Fauve! So sorry to hear about your dad! I hope he feels better soon and can go home! Thinking of you!!

Ingen said...

Heel veel sterkte met je papa Fauve!